call of the conscience...

it's about time we listened to the voice inside of us...we have only one planet...only one home...

...its time to do something about it...its time to stand up and take a stand against our planet's destruction...time to join hands and become friends of the earth and not its foes...

ok...maybe i'm just in one of my activist moods today. but its on days like these that i find the inner urge to stand up and recognize my potential as a means of changing the world around me for the better. and that, i presume, speaks a lot!!

if only we all could find that voice within us more often and with more clarity!!

ma...

mommy's coming!! :)

yay! i finally get to see my mother after almost 2 years when she comes to India this march...i have butter flies in my stomach over this matter...its been a long time and we've both changed so much in this period...changes can be good. changes can be bad...

but right now i just need to once again lay my head in my mother's lap, close my eyes and go to sleep completely unperturbed by the world around me while she gently stokes my hair

...i'm tired and exhausted. the last couple of days have completely drained me of everything...i need my mother.

mommy, please come soon!!

Amores Perros...indeed, what a bitch!!

an entire pack of cigarettes...Spanish movie...and its already 5 am!!

...sometimes one needs to let go. just collapse into nothingness and let the fucked up part of your mind take over. sometimes its the best thing to do. especially on a night like tonight. and maybe, you will be lucky enough to come up with something as incredibly ridiculous yet brilliant like what Saad came up with...he's a fucked up bastard alright. but tonight he can take solace in the fact that i am way too fucked up in my mind...for once he's saner than I. blah. blah, time for me to shut up...read on!

Plato And The Velociraptor -


So, so you think you tell,

weed from mead (meat or whatever),

suku from deepu, blood spatter from pleasure,

can u tell a brain from an a rice grain,

an oligarch from an anarchy

do you think you can gun, gun it to the max?

and did they get you to trade guns for babes?

hot hash for cash?

warm blood from cold?

frozen dino for yogurt?

and did you exchange Socrates for a war in Athens with Plato tied to loose change

how i wish, i wish you would play, you gay dino from Thermopylae

so, so you think you can tell.

a velociraptor from Hannibal Lecter;

we're just two lost souls, one explaining the republic and you eating on my severed pelvic

me crying over the same old topic (world peace and free trade)

what have we found? the same old thing......

never explain a dino your intellectuality

or you might end up in the belly of that sweet monstrosity

wish wish Socrati was here.

i wish i had a gun...no even better, a chainsaw!! wish i was there at the battle of Thermopylae fighting a million Persians (yes, you all guessed right. i have indeed been reading too much of history of late and watching violent movies )...my anger needs to be let out...no not anger, rather disappointment.

maybe i need a bottle of Vodka (screw Gujarat and its prohibitory laws)!!

the death of a hero is always the worst...when the invincible is vanquished...it sucks.

goodnight...

*update: ok make that a pack of cigarettes and a pack of beedies!!

a dead man on the floor and a ton of chocolate in the fridge...

well, the MS University internal examinations start from tomorrow!! and the funny part of it all is that our lecturers are the ones who are the ones advocating the futility of such exams...in the words of one,

"So, you guys are worried about studying for the internals?? you know, its not even necessary to take them in the first place." :)

...now in the face of such excellent advice what am i supposed to do?? study??

anyways, have been going through my share of movies over the last few days...crashing over at Saad's sure has that as an added advantage...you get to watch all kinds of stuff...good stuff. that guy sure is one crazy movie freak. but he's a great pal and i love him. watched 'A Bitter Sweet Life' last night...Korean movie with subtitles and slick action and damn nice suites!!

...we guys finally crashed at 5 am, only to wake up when the woman called me at around 2 in the afternoon. she sure wasn't pleased at the idea of me still in bed and made me do the 'stand on the bed and wave your arms' routine (in a classic case of meri billi aur mujhise meoow. usually it is I who make her do all that shit early in the morning)!!

well, so Saad is still on the floor sleeping like a dead man...so badly wish that someone calls that bastard and wakes him up...or else i shall have to go and kick him in the ribs to get his arse moving. but not before i first go through the ton of chocolate that lies in the fridge! hurray to Saad's mom who sent him all that.

anyways, Chirag's gonna come over some time soon. he has got hold of some study material that might help us be better prepared for the paper tomorrow. and yes, we are studying for the exams. who listens to em' silly lecturers anyways!!

;)

ps: we need five buckets of blood!! ...don't ask why...