Sunday, December 27, 2009

the clown inside of people's heads... are an absence. you are a vacuum. what celestial rules govern you, i know not clown...

...but i do know that you have a way of filling the spaces inside the head. the quaint ticking of the clock, the gentle reverberating purr of the cat, the warm incense tainted air inside the room, the humming of the fan. they all seem be your pranks to empty the mind of it's thoughts under your comically morose influence. turning the likable nothingness and metamorphosing it into an invisible vortex. you are an insatiable pestilence. consuming everything from the inside out. devouring my thoughts.

the best thing to do is to feed you. do not mistake my generosity with giving up, i simply mean to stuff that hungry face of yours with everything i've got and hope that in doing so i might just choke you. you greedy bastard. make you gasp for air, turn purple and then roll over and die. so eat all you can. consume all the thoughts, the good and the bad. everything from the deepest recesses of my mind. eat till you can eat no more. and then die...

...i shall never run out of thoughts!


ps: came across this old picture from the mime days of Silent Call...the rest, as always is a rant against the seemingly insurmountable wall/block/clown/lazy bum inside of my head that prevents me from blogging more often.

in any case, have a fabulous New Year folks!!


Kavi said...

How have you been ! Its been a long time !

And good for you that you dont run out of these thoughts ! These are important thoughts.

And you will realise their value as the hair gets more grey !

Until then, have a fanta fabulous new year !


Miladysa said...

Happy New Year x

Keshi said...

I say there's a clown and a monkey in our heads :) One makes u laugh, the other one fools ya all the time hehe.



Haddock said...

Ha ha ......
I get you.
I think there is some similarity between us.
Give me a picture and I can give you a story.
Thats how it works, right ?

Well the first time I did this was way back when I was in the 6th std. (with a cartoon by Mario Miranda)