Tuesday, May 12, 2009

somebody throw a rock...



some nights i am an insomniac...

its always something or the other, and in the end nothing but an empty glass that once held my drink left in my hands or a frayed bookmark on page of the book i read. trying to work all night just to finally hop onto a 4:00 am bike journey in search for the much needed chai. the emptiness of the roads feeding the many thoughts running through the mind. some relevant. most irrelevant. the methodical organizer and planner in me is scared that i don't know the future while the adventurous spirit within me is exuberant and buoyant to the point of not caring.

...then begins the day. followed by the night. sleeplessness followed by deep slumber. an endless cycle.

"even a pebble thrown into the water breaks the monotony, causing ripples. i feel the need for a rock to fall!"


6 comments:

d gypsy! said...

we all need to break the monotonous pattern in our lives

but

at times thats all i wanna have...

Chronicwriter said...

go for a long drive bro... break free..

anything holding you back?

chriz

The Rat... said...

Give that Pot and grass a little break... come down to South India... and don't frighten d kitty admist all this...


Take care Love...

WarmSunshine said...

Take a break Nachi, and try and not to think about it while you do. Maybe there are points in everyone's life when they need to step aside, catch their breath and think. I'm not sure if you need to do that yet, but if you do, just do it. Nothing will soothe you better.

Good luck :)

Kavi said...

The pushes and pulls of life. The choices that are there ! The roads that diverge before us. And that need to take a decision !!

Well captured !!

Well capture !!

:)

Nachi said...

@ all: i have been on a break of sorts. sitting at home...just that now i feel caught in it. the inactivity is getting to me. the work i have is becoming a burden. the bug inside of me itches to write. to look through the lens. to deafen myself in the cacophony of sound that reverts on the other side of the door.

i need to travel. soon.


d' Rat: har har...give the pot and the grass a break!! i have been giving it a break for a long time now. but i revisited my ol' friends recently. we had a long talk. we came up with a few ideas. ;)

you still think that you want to make a movie someday? i have a few scripts ready. i just need someone to prod me along and turn them into a visual reality that everyone else can see. and not just me.

also, i want to travel the south. so bad.